I've decided!

I've decided that it's really hopeless..about liking someone over the internet. I should stop it and get myself a life. Well what i mean is just go with my own self again like reading the manga, watching anime and do my usual stuff. But me liking him should stop. I really should stop. Coz' I was just wasting my time and It won't get us anywhere. Well I just wanted to thank him for making me experience once again how to love and making me realize to gave up on fantasies. Thanks to you. lol..xD I really am going to grow old all alone. well I don't care anymore as long as on my days living al alone at least I can help others and making them smile is enough for me.